I had a huge headache. I thought I'm suffering from food poisoning or something. Street Foods are delicious too, you know! And it's not my fault that I had to buy that Mangga and Bagoong.
Anyway, my head went spinning and I can't even stand. I took some rest and thought.. What if i have to Die right now..?
I almost laughed at myself coz, I remembered, A few months ago I was really ready to Die. But now that I have a new life, I felt really scared to loose the people that I love. Namely, J [not the real name], my love and inspiration, my Mom, who's always there for me, my Dad, which I wanted to get to know better, family, friends, and more. For the past few weeks, I've been letting my heart to feel love again. And it's overwhelming to see that some people in this world would really care for you and appreciate you. And I'm really happy for that. I always pray that I would be a person that would make them happier each day, and not some person that causes them to be sad or down.
