SweeT NoVeMbEr
I always cry whenever I watch Sweet November. Even though I watched it a couple of times I do really cry on every ending. The soundtrack helped out very much, I guess. Keanu and Charlize really acted it great. I love the story very much. I don't know but I really feel like at some point Charlize is living my life. Maybe I should try what she's done on this movie.. I wonder if I'll die too.. =(
Anyways, I'm still fucked up on what's happening on my life. There's so many things I wanna do, yet, I feel I'm all alone in this small-big world. For now, all I wanna think of is how to die in a very quick way. But I wanna feel the pain! Yet, I'm scared of it. Am I that chicken to commit a simple suicide? I wish I have some serious sickness like cancer or something. But when I think about it, How many people wished they'd be cured on such disease..? Shit... God, help me please..
Here's the song from the Movie that really made my eyes weep. Only Time by Enya.
Who can say where the road goes Where the day flows, only time
And who can say if your love grows As your heart chose, only time
Who can say why your heart sighs As your love flies, only time
And who can say why your heart cries When your love lies, only time
Who can say when the roads meet That love might be in your heart
And who can say when the day sleeps If the night keeps all your heart
Night keeps all your heart
Who can say if your love grows As your heart chose- Only time
And who can say where the road goes Where the day flows, only time
Who knows? Only time
