ChOi's DeaTh NoTe

Friday, August 04, 2006
PouRiNg iT aLL oUt

no matter how much i want you here with me..
i guess i really have to set you free..
it really hurts how it ended like this...
and i can't help but cry..

i am here.. and you are there..
i guess i'll really let time decide...

what hurts more than ever, is how the feeling..
just disappeared on your part...

of all the times in my life...
the moments that we had each other..
would always be the greatest.. the happiest..

i can't read you...
i don't know how you really feel...

broken dreams and promises are all that's left..
i'll try anything just to forget.. the pain..
as if it's never there..

moving on is the easy part..
the one you'd leave behind is hardest part..

if only i could..
i would never.. ever.. let you go..
what could i give to bring it all back...?
i would give everything for a little more time with you..

for now all i can think of is that..
in letting you go... in setting you free...
i have given you all the love there is..
as they say if you love someone.. set them free..
and you know i love you very much..
and this is one of the things i haven't given you yet..

i'm really happy that once in my life..
i have met and loved someone more than anything..
more than anyone.. more than myself...
never will i regret loving you..

for now i gotta pick myself up...
and walk again... fly...

i really still believe that one day...
when the time is right..
when things are doing great...

we'd still find each other...
and love each other like we once did...
another chapter of our life would be opened..

and from there it'll be a happy ending...

is it okay if i hold on to this?
even though.. i know... it may not come true...
still.. i believe...

thank you for everything..
and take care of yourself...

i'll look forward to the day that
i'll get to touch you.. and look at your eyes..

i guess this all that i got to say...

life... here i come...

~I ProMiSe~

Well I'll always be there for you
When you need someone well I'll be that one
Well I'll do all my best to protect you
When the tears get me all right
Well I'll be the one that's by your side

Well I'll be there
when you call me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise (I promise) I promise I will

When you're sick I'll take care of you
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Well I'll be there to make you strong
And to lean on When this world has turned so cold
Well I'll be the one that's there to hold

And I'll love you more everyday
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone, I promise I'll be there for you

I promise I promise, When you call me
I promise I promise I will

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