It's Funny I'm writing you a letter again. But i really have to let it out'coz its killin me slowly and painfully..
So, You're getting married, huh? How is she? Is she pretty? is she nice? how fast the days came, no? The last time you were free and now you're getting tied. How's the wedding plan? Am I invited?
But all I really wanted to ask you is that, are you gonna be okay with this? are you sure? Do not forget, you only live once.. and.. you are the hero of your life and the captain of your soul. Anything you do you couldn't blame it to anyone. Because everyone got a choice. That's how you could ever say that live with no regrets. And in life, there no "rewinds", only "play", so play it right.
Heheh! I do sound like I'm against your marriage and stuff.. Well, actually, you were asking me if a friend would rally be okay? My answer to that is this:
This may sound wrong, but I really don't care if you get married and have kidsand stuff, Coz it won't change the fact that I Love You and I'll always will.
The real question is, Would you let me love you?
Naruto is all over my head right now. Episode 10-18[i guess..] It's about Haku and Sabuza. I'd like to be your weapon, Firhan. Use me in your advantage. It's the only way I could show you I love you. I don't care if i'm just a tool, if it's all i'll ever be.. to be with you.. i'll take it. And give you everything that I have.. even my life.
And when you say you dont need me anymore, then, I'd be more likely to die instead. =p
All i'm saying is that, i dont really care about the ring you wear. for as long as your happy and I make you happy, that'd be enough for me. Everything would be alright as long as we stay as friends, or best friends, or special friends, whatever!
Someone told me things happen for a reason... and maybe we'll find out why things have to be like this. someday..
And there is a time for everything. a time to smile and a time to cry.. a time of happiness and time of sadness.. a time to build and a time to destroy.. a time to sow and a time to reap.. a time to love and a time to hate.. a time to live and a time to die..
Maybe this isn't the time for us.. Maybe the best is yet to come.. Maybe someday, it'll still be "U" and "I".. maybe someday, it really is "U" and "I"..
If I could, then I would turn back time.. and freeze it over on our happiest times.. times when I see you laugh and smile.. because you got me and i got you.. those time that I was alive. the greatest highlights of my life..
If I'd go to heaven and God would ask me what life is all about, I'd gladly answer, life is the time when I loved and got loved by someone named Firhan. ^_^
Well this is taking so long. I keep on yapping and yapping again. Maybe someday if you show me this letter, we'd be laughing out loud and hard. Smiling or crying? who knows? But I'm surely sticking around to find out. Umm.. Can I stick around?
Your Happiness would always be mine. And I live for your dreams. To see your dreams coming true is my dream. and from that, I could say, I lived my life to the fullest!
Good Luck on your wedding and Hope everything would be okay. Always Take Care of yourself, Coz if you don't, i'll kick you ass! And tell her if she doesan't treat you right, she'll be sorry! (I mean it! =P) I'd like to meet her oneday to be honest. =P hope it's okay. your sis too if you don't mind. ^_^
Ok, till then, Firhan.. You'll always have your angel here to run to if anything goes bad or wrong or hard. That you SHOULDN'T FORGET! Bye for now, and god Bless!
I Love You and Love You Always, Raven
~FaLL tO PiEcEs~
I looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all
[Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything
~CuTs BoTh WaYs~
It cuts both ways Our love is like knife That cuts both ways It's driven deep into my heart each time That I realize How it cuts both ways Can't be together Cannot live apart We're heading straight into a broken heart But I can't stop
(bridge) 'Cause I feel too much to let you go I'm hurting you and it's hard I know To stay and fight for what we've got Knowing it'll never be good enough 'Cause you and I are dangerous We want too much and life ain't that way Don't ask for more Don't be a fool Haven't we already broken every rule
It cuts both ways, we're in too deep for sorry alibis Can't have regrets or even question why We can't say goodbye Because it cuts both ways No more illusions of the love we make No sacrifice would ever be too great If you would just stay
~FoLLoW mE~
You don't know how you met me You don't know why, you can't turn around and say good-bye All you know is when I'm with you I make you free And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea I'm singing....
Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me
I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear Cause as long as no one knows Then nobody can care Your feelin' guilty And I'm well aware But you don't look ashamed And baby I'm not scared I'm singing...
Won't give you money, I can't give you the sky You're better off if you don't ask why I'm not the reason that you go astray and We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay
