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aNd ToDaY I ReaLizEd wHaT LoVe iS.. aNd I mAdE iT uP mYseLf.. L - LiFe - SoMeThiNg tO LiVe WitH.. NoT tO DiE fOr.. O - OpEn - tO AbLe tO OpEn-Up aNd ShaRe... V - VaLuE - EnDeaR, EmBraCe, aNd TrEaSuRe eAcH oTheR.. E - EtErNaL - DoEsN't hAvE aN eXpiRaTioN DaTe..
aLsO, I uNdErStaNd hOw PaTheTiC I wAs.. hOw WouLd I fEeL iF SoMeoNe wOuLd LoVe mE.. YeT.. I DiDn'T LiKe HiM aT aLL.. BeFoRe YoU LoVe SoMeoNe.. YoU GoT tO LiKe HiM/HeR FiRsT... RiGhT.. BuT CaN SoMeoNe ReaLLy LoVe SoMeBodY WiThOuT LiKiNg FiRsT?? I GuEss NoT... WhAt dO YoU tHiNk??
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~JuSt LiKe A PiLL~ I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me, I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done? I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can, To the middle of nowhere, To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill, Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me, This must be a bad trip All of the other pills, they were different, Maybe I should get some help
~DoN't LeT mE GeT mE~ Never win first place, I don't support the team, I can't take direction, and my socks are never clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me, I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin' right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror, I can't take the person starin' back at me I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy, Its bad when you annoy yourself, So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else
LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,, All you have to change is everything you are." Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears, She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor, won't you please prescribe somethin? A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
