I LoVe YoU J!
It's official. I Love You, J!
~~~~~~>'August 24 2007'<~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~ThiS oNe's FoR YoU~~~~~~~~~~~~
Before, I wanted to go somewhere,
But I don't know where to head at..
Before, Darkness is all I see..
I used to be all by myself..
So I prayed..
Now I know where, and seen the Light..
Beside someone I was longing for..
There is no happiness without sacrifice..
There is no joy without longing..
There is no true love without pain..
But you took it all away from me..
And gave me a Love that will last a Lifetime..
I fell in love with you and kept falling..
I Love You, Baby...
My OnE and OnLy YoU - PaRoKya Ni EdGaR
it took, one look
and forever laid out
in front of me,
one smile, then I died
only to be revived by you
there I was
thought I have everything figured out
when it goes to show just how much I know
bout the way life plays out
I take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only you
now I know
that I know not a thing
at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine
oh, they told me that this wouldn't be easy
and oh I'm not one to complain
I LoVe J
I love you, J. The song's for you.
Chasing Cars ~ Snow Patrol
It's funny how you can change me. I'm definitely in love. 'Yun lang ang alam ko. In love ako sayo. Grabe, taas pala ng nahulugan ko.. It feels good to fall in love.
Right now, I don't have anything to offer.. I don't have that much. All I have is this love.. A love that longs for you.. A love that will fight for you.. A love that will change everything for you.. A love only for you..
Love =? Sacrifice
Someone told me loving requires lots of sacrifices. I hurriedly disagreed with that person. I told her love doesn't require any sacrifice, because when you love, you give out things without expectations.
For me, when you say sacrifice, it's like your thinking of the bad thing, a negative idea. But love is not negative, it's a positive emotion. It's unexplainable yet it always feels right.
I don't want to elaborate on this further because I'll just end up being corrected by someone or correcting myself. All of us have different ideas of what love is. We feel it on our own special way. But one thing is for sure, if you love the love that you have, it's definitely a love worth the love.
WeeMee
My WeeMee from WeeWorld! :D
CuDdLe
And Yet, another "Wow..!" So this is what they call Cuddling, huh? I didn't know it has an aftershock, like a side effect. Symptoms are daydreaming, being so spaced out, and a smile that doesn't come off. I think I'm having these right now.
I don't know how or why but I want to cry. Not because I'm sad, It's because I'm really overjoyed. I never thought I'd get this feeling, ever. Thanks for making me feel this way.
I want more cuddles.. Lots of cuddling.. Only from you, J... Only from you..
I'm Crazy for You - MYMP
I aM MoRe!
You Are More
More than you know,
More than words can say,
You're in my mind and heart
Through each and every day.
You fill my heart with happiness
You're every dream come true.
There's no greater pleasure for me
Than just to be with you.
- J.
Wow... This are probably the best words that I've got in my 21 years of existence. I'm really really happy! I didn't know anyone could say "I Love You" this way. Wow.. Thanks for catching me as I fall.. I Love You so much.. more than you know.. :)
HeY J
For some time now, I've met a wonderful person. A person who's always there everyday. Someone whom I can be myself to. Someone I who brings out the best in me. I am who I am right now because of this person. I'm very thankful that you came to my life.
I love going out with you. I love being with you. If my heart has a face it would be smiling because of you. I'm falling in love with you, J.
And from you, I learned: "A Love that is True lasts Forever."
If ever you are feeling the same way as I am feeling for you right now, I will always be ready to take our realationship to the next level. I'm ready to wait. I know we are for each other. We don't really need to hurry.
Right now I'm really enjoying your company, getting to know you more everyday. The next videos are for you. See you on our next Date. Take care!
How Did I Fall In Love
Backstreet Boys
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight
chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
chorus
How did I fall in love with you?
Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life
chorus
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall, in love, with you?
Getting Into You - Relient K
FeaR oF DeaTh
I had a huge headache. I thought I'm suffering from food poisoning or something. Street Foods are delicious too, you know! And it's not my fault that I had to buy that Mangga and Bagoong.
Anyway, my head went spinning and I can't even stand. I took some rest and thought.. What if i have to Die right now..?
I almost laughed at myself coz, I remembered, A few months ago I was really ready to Die. But now that I have a new life, I felt really scared to loose the people that I love. Namely, J [not the real name], my love and inspiration, my Mom, who's always there for me, my Dad, which I wanted to get to know better, family, friends, and more. For the past few weeks, I've been letting my heart to feel love again. And it's overwhelming to see that some people in this world would really care for you and appreciate you. And I'm really happy for that. I always pray that I would be a person that would make them happier each day, and not some person that causes them to be sad or down.
I thank God for my Life.
Purpose - Avenue Q [Princeton]
BiTTeR sWeeT GoOdByE
Some things just don't work out even how hard you try.. but i've learned that if you want something that's not easy to take out, you need to have good foundation. And when you do have your foundation, always nourish it, making it stronger and stronger.
you know who you are. These songs are for you..
I DoN't LovE YoU - My ChEMiCaL RoMaNcE
tHe PaSt - JeD MaDeLa
iT'z AnOtHeR DaY
AAAaaaahhh! Fresh Air! It's a brand new day for me!
I've been through a lot of things lately, but now I'm stronger, better person! Now, everything is A-OK! The past is not that important anymore! I'm building my new dreams now. And this time it's built on a good foundation.
Thanks to the people who never gave up on me! You know who you are, guyz!
Special thanks to my new inspiration! I LOVE YAH!
Here's something that you might like. I hope you guyz enjoy this vid!
MADtv: The Internet
WROAR! I'm BaCk!
HaHaHaHa! Yes, I'm Back!
You'll be hearing a lot from me again!
But for now, I'll leave you with this Video.
Hope You'll be able to find out my mood at the moment. Ja'na!
Merry Christmas!
it's been a while since i last wrote from here. Well, I've been going through some changes.. and if you're lucky, maybe you'll be in one of those changes! Hahahah! Just Kidding! :D Just got busy, that's all!
Anyways, Merry Christmas to all! May all your days be just like christmas day - full of love and care. And Advance Happy New Year, too! I love you guys!
Hey! There's this Final Fantasy AMV that I just saw and it's really wonderful. The Song is "Pasko na, Sinta ko" [Now it's christmas, my love] sung by filipino singer Gary V, I guess. I dedicate this song is deicated to all my love ones that's so far away from me this Christmas.. especially my Mom, my Love, and Firhan! I Love you Guys!
Naruto Arena
Join The Naruto Online Multiplayer Game Naruto - Arena.com
I've been playing this game and it's kinda fun so far..
hehehe... It's Naruto so it's KooL, so..
I suggest you should try it..! :D!
Happy? Sad? Who Cares?!
Update!
Well, My hair is almost shoulder length again, and I got some cool highlights. XD!
Then, there's MJ.. whom I really love! ^_^! I wrote something while I'm browsing my friends lists on friendster and came up with this:
you might not now it, but i really need you here..
i need you to be there for me... to look after and be with...
i need you prescence everytime, to hide me from my fears..
in your wings i find shelter.. from all the pain and tears..
Yeah, it's not finished yet.. but hopefully i'll find the right words for it eventually. This is specially dedicated to MJ, I guess. XD! And yeah, take a look at my new friendster profile. My BG is Ai Enma or famously known as the Girl from Hell!
Here's another song it's titled "Everytime We Touch" by Cascada.. hehehe. The Video is an amv from one of my favorite Anime of all time, Gravitation. Hope you'd enjoy! Dedicated to Noobified and Soulblade.. :D
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
[chorus]
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go. Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
[chorus]
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side
